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Thursday, March 22nd, 2007
March 22nd, 2007 @ 5:32am	Emo Update #3. Does anyone else feel like shit if they're not in a relationship? I do. And the problem is, I don't think I'm ever going to want to be with anyone except him, and he doesn't want to be with me. Ever. Oh, unless I do a complete 180. His words. So I'm going to feel like shit for a verrrrrrrrrryyyy loooooooooooooooooooooooooong time. Awesome. I hate this. I HATE IT. It's only been 2 days, I know. I just feel like it's never going to be better. I was so happy. So happy. Everything just goes to shit. Fuck goal-oriented bullshit. I'm trying here, and it's not good enough. I figured I might have to deal with this fucking shit from my parents, not my fucking boyfriend. THIS IS SHIT. I feel like I'm not good enough. Whatever, Why do I only update this when I'm in a bad mood? I don't care. If you don't like it don't fucking read it. .em. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Aerosmith: Cryin'
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March 22nd, 2007 @ 5:21am	WARNING: Emo Update #2. I guess shit happens. "It takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has, but it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all." Same one from yesterday I know. It's such a perfect quote, though. I'm just in a quoting mood. There's so many songs that you can listen to when you've been dumped. GOD I HATE THIS. .em. Current Mood: sick Current Music: Aerosmith: Fallin' In Love (Is So Hard On The Knees)
every star falls
Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
March 21st, 2007 @ 1:29am	FUCK. I should have known something was wrong. Nothing can ever be that perfect for me. Emo update guys. Nothing can ever just be GREAT or even GOOD in my life. At least one part of my life has to suck at all times. Let me just tell you how amazing it is. Can't I just sleep for the next few months? That would be cool. EDkwenhfp"nrodfuawhfnopweac[WFGUJEP"! Sorry. .em. "It takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has, but it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all." Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Dashboard Confessional: Carve Your Heart Out Yourself
every star falls
Thursday, January 18th, 2007
January 18th, 2007 @ 12:32am	I'm happy :) I have a job! And my life is pretty good right now which is not normal... but yeah. I just hope something bad doesn't happen. The only thing I can think that would happen is I won't be able to get the days off when we're supposed to go to Pittsburgh. Or that I'm pregnant; but thats a long shot I think. Cool. Later! .em. Current Mood: giggly
every star falls
Wednesday, December 20th, 2006
December 20th, 2006 @ 5:03am	FUCKKKKKKKKK I hate to only update when I'm in a bad mood. But FUCK IT ALL. Goodnight. :) Current Mood: angry Current Music: AFI: 37mm
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Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
November 22nd, 2006 @ 4:20am	blah blah blah I got out of my house! I had some cigarettes, and just like I predicted, I'm fine now. I'm going to have NOTHING to do on Thursday though. My Mom's working and everyone else is going to be eating Thanksgiving dinner. We're having Thanskgiving at our house on Friday. And then Saturday through Tuesday I'll be at my Dad's hanging out. And by the time I get back everyone will be back in school. Sucks, but oh well. That just means that I have to chill with people after I watch my sister tomorrow night. I gotta get cigarettes sometime soon. That's all for now. ♥ .em. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: 50 Cent: 21 Questions
every star falls
Tuesday, November 21st, 2006
November 21st, 2006 @ 3:52am	bitching again. who am I kidding? I feel like I'm made of glass. all it takes is one little tap and it all breaks. does that make sense? will this ever stop? I hate how much I hate. ugh. FUCKING EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get out of my house. ♥ .em. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Michael Bublé: How Can You Mend A Broken Heart
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